yeah. so i know you want it all back. but your not getting it back any time soon. its gone. and you dont have to see yours everday and act like you dont care. b.c you will always care for him a little no matter what. b/c he got to you and he made you feel so damn special and he made you so happy you could cry. and you lyed there perfect. you were always happy. he could make you happy with a glance. the thought of being away from him hurts now. and for you it will for a while. but what can you do?