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fuck. love. [13 Oct 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

fuck it man.
im done with him.
hes broken my heart.
im left broken..again.
his friends broke my heart.
i guess none of it was meant to be.
im such a fool.
i played his games for so long.

i wish i could have listened to all of you who said he was horrible.
but i didnt..
my fault.
now im done..
lets hope i heal easily..


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[21 Aug 2006|03:31pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

two wrods for you

The Used

fuck yeah
i went the loves of my fuckin life
my bestest & my lover
it was amazing
im sorry bestest.
i love you so much
same with you B i love you so much
i just wish you would see it sometimes
it was great.
i have this need to get a used heart tattoo
fuck yeah nukkas

in love & death

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[18 Jul 2006|10:44pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

a gift from a hippie

mucho love

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[11 Jul 2006|10:46pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without you
Now I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...
Why didn't I know it?
(How much I love you baby)
Why couldn't I show it?
(If I had only known)
When I had the chance
Oh, I had the chance
I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

Do You Drive Your Self Crazy?

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The Only Love I Ever Knew & I Threw It All Away... [01 Jul 2006|10:17pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

oh no.
once again i changed my hair..
whata think??
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[28 Jun 2006|10:07pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

two/fourteen/two-thousand & five


six/twenty-eight/two-thousand & five

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[16 Jun 2006|08:43pm]
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Don't You Wish You Could Just Fall Outta Life Sometimes?
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Love Is The Answer At Least To Most Of The Questions In My Heart.Its Always Better When Were Togethe [11 Jun 2006|11:04am]
[ mood | loved ]

I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that i'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

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this is all i can think to say... [01 Jun 2006|06:42pm]
[ mood | blank ]

you were an amazing person
who no matter what would make people smile
i only have great memories with you/
pirates of the caribbean
sitting on the very end seats right infront of the screen
and playing aroudn in math
and graduations party with you
how fuckin crazy & funny you were
ms. cagles class
too many to list

you were amazing
i dont know what went wrong.
i dont know what to do
i hope your happy.
i hope you stopped the pain
everyone misses you


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[19 May 2006|07:49pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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Run away from you. run away. run away from you..emoness to the max. [15 May 2006|12:17pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

you know that feeling of everytme you blink your eyes burn because you and you best friend were just lying around ALL day crying waiting for their call? for them to say its okay. so you won't feel like shit anymore. you know that feeling of such utter misery because YOU ruined something so perfect.that moment you realized you hurt them so much. when you run out of tears..

yeah me too.

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An Ode To My Bestest [10 May 2006|09:04pm]
[ mood | loved ]

to my bestest.

youve always been there for me and ill always be there for you. i love you with all my heart no matter what happens.

i love...

talk online and all we say is hey. whats up? nothin you? nothin.
we tell each other everything
i can look stupid with you & you dont care
if i do look TOO stupid youll tell me
how were either the same of the opposite
how we convience people were realted
live with each other most of the time
dont have to say i love you but know that the other person does

when those boys broke our hearts...but the other one was right there to pick up the pieces and glue em back together no matter how long it took.
how we walk to 7-11 and i always get a slurpee and a twinkie and eveytime we saw that imma die
we break your bathroom somehow everytime were in it
lil kids hate me
how your mom & i make fun of you and your "advanced" placement in 2nd grade
summer school i would go to your house everyday and you didnt go to summer school and i would sleep and listen to starting line
we would finger paint pretty pictures
how we take millions of pictures
we always eat
even when one of us is sick we still spend every wakin minuete together
you poured 4 containers of glitter on me for my birthday
we went bowling for yours
when we do bad things together
when i cried infront of you but acted like i wasnt crying
that picture i took of me as a fat person
how i shared alocker with you and things just disapper in it
for a short while we were baseball girls
your crushes in 9th grade
when we were ugly
when i showed you all my underwear..there was so much
when i dressed like a boy and your were my girlfriend HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
i painted the walls of your room
when i dyed your hair...both times
i went with you to get it fixed
when i dyed my hair..alll 6 times
we made stupid videos
i stalked lil kids in vegas
crystal burped but then puked..
you dressed like a prep and i dressed all hardcore punk
we studied for the midterm....SAFARI
i strightend your hair to perfection
periced your ears
we sat in your office with the a/c on ice cold so we wrapped our selves in blankets and socks and shit and looked up aliens with sam
we "got" all that stuff at the mall
we recreated "el" notebook
we gto b/fs at the same time...both times..
i told you you looked gorgeous and you were liek awwh thanks
when i sang you the chinese food song
we jumped in the freezing pool on new years with all of our lovers
how we planned to go to college together
we sang stand by me to each other on the phone
talk everynight even if we have nothin to say to each other
you called me to just make sure i was okay.

remember...when i said i love you? i mean it with all my heart


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i almost hit a parked truck driving. it was so scary. [14 Apr 2006|08:22pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

i cant stop sayin that

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ne waysss

you all suck at life...
&&&&& imma have the PIMPEST pictures ever soon...

you all suck at life

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In His Life Its Filled With All These Good Intentions. Left Alot Of Things He'd Rather Not Mention. [06 Apr 2006|06:54pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

okay here it is...
i had this apperently crazy idea that good friends can be honest with each other. i felt that they could say i dont like your hair like that or i hate how you act with your with someone. and ive been told that im too critcal and outfits i wear are ugly. i thought that your good friends would have a trust with you so that what you say to them isnt meant to be mean. but a friend tellin you what they think. you can change for it or they can deal with it. cuz they wont love you any less. then i figured your true friends would tell you everything honestly...good and bad.

i guess i was wrong.

so i want you to tell me what you compleltly hate about me. be honest. say who or are or not. i wont care. i wont get mad AT ALL. i will appericate it & try to change it. i love honest. sometimes its sucks. but i think its great.

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im so tired of fighting with all the people i love.
im so tired of this.....life.

and you know who you are...
sorry if i made you mad. sorry i was a bad friend.
sorry you dont want to talk to me & work it out right now.
sorry you think i was talkin behind your back.
im just sorry.

ive tired to talk to you. hopefully you want to try to fix it too. i dont want to fight.

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Wouldn't It Be Nice If We Were Older, Then We Wouldnt Have to Wait So Long. [21 Mar 2006|08:30pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Uh Oh...Sawyer dyed & cut her hair agian. lookie lookie.

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How Could You Leave Me Standing In A World Thats So Cold? [14 Mar 2006|06:39pm]
[ mood | confused ]

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2.14.05 <3

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16 Had Such Better Days. Days When I Still Felt Alive. [23 Feb 2006|07:35pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Cleveland WON 7-0 yesterday agaisnt Huntington Park. IT was GREAT! Boooyah we won bitches!! thats great news right.
the love of my fuckin life died today. my dogg died today. RIP BUGES.

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no i dont have a gun. no i dont have a gun. no i dont have a gun [14 Feb 2006|06:09pm]
[ mood | full ]

happy valentines day
my valentine didnt go to school...
he tried to make it up..
its ok we are still together..for reals

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The Time is 2:22 and I hope your wish comes true. Would you say I know before you do? [08 Feb 2006|05:35pm]
[ mood | Grand ]


febuary 9th TOMORROW is offical


here are some pictures..

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[07 Feb 2006|08:12pm]
[ mood | Super Sad ]

im ever so sad
i want to order killer tickets on wednesday
but fucckkk mmme
i have a game
who wants to order em for me?
ill love forever and ever
imma cry
& these fuckin cute jeans i wanted aren't in my size...
i bought my self some valentines day underwear hahah

8 ---ran away and didnt look back

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